jennzzz encore

yo… I have changed my blog to another website… kinda got bored with friendster’s blog… lolx… check it out at http://babyrantings.blogspot.com/…

aaron… gg!! hahaa…

ciaoz…

     Learn, Initiate, Fragile, Experience.  I assume these four words with initials L,I,F,E sums up the meaning of LIFE, even though there are more to life.  As we come to this harsh world, we slowly search for ourselves, always encountering failure or success; sweet moments or bitter moments; forgetable past or unforgetable memories.  These moments make up our life, and some times it does not turn out the way we want it to be.  To me, life is almost all about learning, initiating, experiencing and at the mean time, being fragile.

     First of all, learning.  We all go through the process of learning, either through education systems and/or through teachings of other people.  I learn life both ways.  I entered kindergarden at 6 years old, even though I was in nursery at 2 years old.  I was a happy-go-lucky baby, never cried much and always happy when there is people with me.  Education started at the tender age of six, went on to primary school at the young age of seven.  In primary school, I learn many things, in which at that time was not complicated at all.  From mathematics to science to friendship to love, everything came and went, teaching me invaluable lessons of life.  After primary school came secondary school.  Things were rosy at first, then it turned out a little sour, and it ended on a rather bittersweet note.  It was not easy for me to learn things the complicated way, but it taught me that life can be complicated at any point.  Now came college, where things just start to get tougher and more complicated, with no boundaries.  As complicating as they are, I will still need to learn it, never the easy way.  Learning has been tough for me, and it will always be that way.

     Next is initiating.  Initiating the next move is always tough.  It requires a lot of courage and strength to move on.  Initiative has not always be with me, I was not born with with this value.  It is very difficult for me to initiate anything, from the next move to the next step in life.  I never did initiate the next level of relationship with my crush in primary school, nor did I initiate the next step in life, which is moving on from primary school to secondary school.  I was pushed into secondary school, where I slowly found my feet and started initiating my studies due to the coming public examinations.  My failure in primary school’s public examinations initiated me to pay more attention to certain subjects, in which all the hard work paid off.  Until now, college life has never been full of initiative.  Some times I wonder why my form teacher in secondary school wrote that I am initiative in my transcript, but I guess that is a standard form of marking for all students in my class.

     Experiencing is another part of life.  What would life be without experience?  I have experience almost all a child would experience in his or her childhood.  My teenage years is coming to an end soon, but I have yet to experience certain things due to parental control.  I have experience loss of loved ones too, which I cried during the loss of my grandmother.  My love has always been far away from me.  Every time I try to reach for it, it is unreachable.  I sensed that I could reach it in my primary school years, but I never reach out far enough and it soon evaded me.  People says experience counts, but some times I do think I am running low on patience to accumulate experience in life.  Unfortunately enough, the one I hate most always stick to me now; and the one I love most will never be reachable.  Experience, experience, I think experience tells me to be patient with life, but some times I really feel like flaring up to that damn ol’ idiot.

     Last but not least, fragility.  Nothing is as fragile as life.  You can be here at this time but you may not be here the very next hour, or minute, or even second!  Just the other day my dad’s colleague loss her husband to a car accident, in which she herself is hospitalized.  I was as shocked as my dad when I received the news, and it really strikes me that life is fragile, especially I was driving when I heard that piece of news.  But fragility does not only apply to life, it applies to almost everything in life as well.  Friendship is very fragile as well.  Ever heard of the term ‘a man’s tongue is sharper than a sword’?  One mistake in communication may lead to a sunken friendship, and it may never be repaired again.  Therefore, treasure everything you have this moment, you never know what might happen next.

     Life, a long and winding journey to find its meaning.  Never stop learning, always initiate, be aware that it is fragile, and also experience it to the cliff edge.  It may seems down at times, which I am feeling now, but what’s life without ups and downs?  Even the GDP of a nation goes up and down!  For now, I might as well just turn off the lights and start dreaming of that person I am staring at.

this is my application essay for Drake University:

Title    :           What I have learnt in college.

It is an old building, and it does not look as impressive as its neighbor’s outlook.  Sometimes I wonder why did I entered this building instead of its neighbor, but I guess all that matters is what it is able to offer.  This building is

INTI

College

Subang Jaya, in other words, the place where I will begin pursuing my dreams.  This college’s outlook certainly gives the impression that it is a rundown college, but what is inside is kept up-to-date.  It has what every other college has, perhaps more.  Every student in this college pursues their dreams in a positive manner, and the lecturers and staffs are more than willing to help.  This building, this place, this college certainly helped and guided me to pursue my dreams, teaching me many ­­values along the way.  Among all the teachings, I learnt how to be determined and courageous, as well as to be playful.

The most important value I learnt in college is determination.  College life is full of ups and downs, and it was sheer determination that kept me in college.  First semester was a breeze for me, did well and got into the Dean’s list.  Second semester became an obstacle when I took studies too lightly.  Grades began to decline and my scholarship was suspended.  Changing major or perhaps dropping out of college became an option for me, but I chose to be more determined.  Therefore, extra effort in studies was put in.  Results started to improve, even though scholarship could not be maintained, missing out on the minimum requirements by just a fraction.  Time stops for no one and I carried on college life, determined to do better every semester.  It is this determination that brought me here today, allowing me to stand up and be proud of what I have achieved thus far.

The next value I learnt in college is courage.  Entering college and taking up this course meant a total change in education system for me, and it took me courage to choose this path.  Uncertainty is everyone’s fear.  I was uncertain if the American education system will suit me, after years of being exposed to only British education system.  Lots of courage was brought out to take this path, but at the back of my mind I still fear that I will reach a point of no return if I ever fail.  In the end my courage was worth it, and I am learning how to enjoy being exposed to another education system.  Different subjects I took on; a variety of activities I exposed myself to; as well as to take on the undiscovered path I constantly challenge myself.  I am uncertain of what lies ahead of me, but I am certain I will face it with all my courage.

Another value which I learnt in college is playfulness.  I do agree that we should never be playful when it comes to studies, but all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy.  Studying without rest does not mean success will follow.  It is time management which will bring out the best in oneself.  I can never study without stopping, and while I rest I expose myself to a variety of entertainment.  Allocating time for entertainment in my study schedule ensures that whatever I studied will be understood better.  A relaxed mind offers a better insight to problems, as well as my studies.  Being playful also encourages me to be more sociable.  Playfulness and humor has brought me closer to people around me, making my life more meaningful.  But everything has its limits, and I am sure I will not get carried away by the entertainment temptation.

All in all, this old and unimpressive building has taught me to be determined, to be courageous and also to be playful.  There are many things that I learnt in this unimpressive building, and I am sure that these invaluable experiences are what matters most in life.  This building is about to undergo a face lift, and I am sure that it will continue to lead young, naïve people like me to a mature and prudent person in life.  To me, this old and unimpressive building will always be dear to my heart as it has given me priceless work of guidance.

well… I hope it will help my application… =p drop some comments if you want to… maybe on how I can improve it or something… thanks…

a little update… I don’t think I’ll be joining K007… Tristin pulled out last minute due to financial reasons… hahaha… too bad… next tourney maybe… now train harder… muahahaha… that’s all… ciaoz!!

finally!! after waiting for a month and a half… my toefl results finally reached my house… lolz… I scored 99 out of 120… I took iBT… well… that’s good enough for me I would say… not sure if peeps out there will say that it’s good or bad… as long as it meet the minimum requirement which is 71 then I am happy… at least I won’t need to waste money to retake again!! =p so now I can carry on with my university application… tomorrow consult Miss Zoe then can see how things will settle down… finally!! a burden lifted off my shoulder… what a relief… =)

life has been the same these few days… in fact… now I have no class on Wednesdays and Fridays!! cool huh?? lolz… I have a very comical lecturer for Business Law… not sure if that’s good or not at this very moment… then I have a lecturer who talks to herself for Stats 301… o_O and she kept freaking us out by introducing formulas that we’ve never known exist to solve simple questions… and she always solve question the longer way even though there’s a simpler and much more easier way… =\ I hope this class won’t be too tough though… if it’s too tough that means I will seriously need to reconsider changing major!! omg… a tad too late huh?? never mind… I think determination and will power will bring me through eventually… *hopefully!!*

I’ll be joining Kickoff 007 Foosball Tournament!! joining the doubles category with Tristin… Hope I won’t let him down… and guess what?? the cost of joining a tournament is very high… first… there’s the registration fee… which is RM20… then we still need to pay for the game… it’s not free flow of balls you know!! =\ next is training… heck… need to train and play more often before the tournament to have a better team work!! don’t you think so?? lastly… I am considering getting myself a grip… Tristin said it will most likely improve my game… and so there goes another… say… 20 bucks?? sigh… add everything up… I think it will amount to almost 50 bucks!! or maybe even more!! =\ all in the name of joining a major tournament and getting experience… hope it will greatly improve my game… then it will be more worth it… if not… sigh… o_O

the gold fish in the aquarium finally died… well… it died this morning… it’s a sad ending but at least we won’t need to see it suffer again… RIP gold fish… =)

it rained this evening again… wonder what’s gonna happen in Johor next?? will the flood rise higher?? it rained quite heavy here and I slept through it… it was so extremely nice to sleep in those kind of weather and I didn’t want to get out from my bed… lolz… finally woke up to watch drama and for dinner though… now here I am staring at my stats book without any motivation left for the day… oh… did I told you that I did study or rather make notes for Business Law the whole morning?? lolz… yeah… feeling proud for my achievement… but it’s for that few hours only… need to improve on it… sigh… friday… maybe friday… hahaa… oh no!! friday is freshies gathering!! lolz… I promised everyone to go… so I guess I have only the morning to study again… should be playing basketball with Jian Wei and Aaron in college… lolz… dunno lah… see how it goes lah…

okie… that’s all today… bye!! =)

this post might sound familiar… but it strike upon me today and it was stuck on my mind the whole day… that’s why I decided to post it up…

I was sitting in the hall after reading the newspapers today… then I noticed the aquarium just outside my hall… in it was my dad’s precious gold fish which he made it a point to change the water every three days… what caught my eye was this particular gold fish… it was suffering from some sort of disease which I think is slowly taking its life away… but it amazed me that this gold fish is fighting for its dear life to survive… even though it cannot swim… it continued breathing and breathing and breathing… not giving up a single breath to that evil bacteria infecting it… it was an unbearable sight… to kill that poor little fish seems way too cruel; but to let it continue its relentless struggle for dear life seems too pitiful for the fish as well… now I truly understand the term ‘mercy killing’ and also understand why people are debating on whether should they allow it to happen… imagine your loved ones is on the bed in a coma for years… suddenly his or her health started to decline yet he or she don’t seem to pass out… every breath seems to take a toll on the body… whether to end his or her life hangs on the balance of your signature on the dotted line… to end his or her life may likely end every chance of recovery; but to see him or her struggling for every breath seems to be too much to take in… don’t you think that this situation is very painful and sad? well… you may say that I am thinking too much just by seeing my dad’s precious gold fish in that state but the sight of the gold fish just triggered this thought of mine… the gold fish is still in the aquarium struggling for its life… I do hope it will survive… and this taught me something… life is very fragile… do everything without regrets and enjoy it to the limits… treasure every moment and every event… remember that friends and loved ones are important and therefore care and respect them… you never know what might happen tomorrow… either to you or to others dear to you… love yourself and don’t end your life with regrets… =)

ok… that’s all for the emo part… lolz… nothing much happened these days… just that I played basketball for three days in a row… today rained that’s why didn’t get to play… lolz… played in college on Wednesday and Friday… made myself tired… haha… played from 5.30pm to 9.30pm!! lolz… hmm… I should be starting my studies but then again the motivation is not there… next week… next week… lolz… Man Utd playing tonight at 10.55pm… so that means I am gonna sleep at 1am… haha…

okie… that’s all today… byeeee!!

woke up at 7am… went out at 7.30am… had breakfast while waiting for my friends… waited till 8.15am!! =\ after they had breakfast then we went to summit for the basketball competition… first match was against this team who came more to fight than to play ball… we lost with one of my team mate got elbowed on the face… next match wasn’t so rough… but still got some unfriendly play and my same team mate got whacked on the face again… =( we lost both matches and packed up… lolz… what a waste of money and time… but on the other hand… at least we have experience that streetball is like that… small board big rim tar road… =s anyway… we had lunch and walked about a little… bumped into my parents… then went home… I need to wait a while for my parents to come home coz’ I didn’t take the key… hahaha…

went out for basketball again in the evening… the weather was way too perfect for outdoor activities… =p in the end got a knee into my leg muscle… now suffering in pain… limping as well… =( sigh… now my left leg’s knee is pain and there’s a slight blister on my left foot… and my right leg’s muscle is aching due to the knock in the evening… wondering how on earth am I going to climb three floors of stairs tomorrow!! =\ sigh…

anyway… that’s it today I guess… Man Utd playing later… I think I will try my best to stay up to watch… it’s at 10.55pm… hehe… okie… bye! =)

drove to Ipoh on Saturday morning… there was this stupid police 4WD doing dunno what in the highway… therefore opposite direction traffic started flashing and warning us that there may be speedtrap… in the end that stupid police 4WD dissappeared and everyone was back to normal speed… 120 to 130 km/h isn’t too fast, is it? =p

had fever and sore throat… got the virus from my brother who was suffering from sore throat… just that mine was slightly worse and caused the fever… slept in the afternoon after the fever subsided… but the fever came back before dinner… =( went to watch ‘Night at the Museum’ with my brother and cousin sister… yes… I watched the show even though I am having fever because we actually bought the ticked in the afternoon due to high demand… we bought the ticket at 2pm but still only manage to get fifth row from the screen!! cinema was full house and the show is extremely funny… laughed all the way from the start to the end… great show!! =) wakekaka!! dumb dumb and gum gum… loads of funny stuffs… hahaha… a show I greatly recommend to watch… 8.5/10 I would say… =)

did nothing much on Sunday morning… went to Tesco (yeah… to waste time…) during the afternoon and then went to Adrian’s house around 6.15pm… had dinner with loads of people in Adrian’s house… they had a new year gathering… but Adrian told me that what I have met was just about a quarter of all his relatives… his mum didn’t call all the relatives this year… well… I met around twenty of his relatives… so imagine so many people coming to his house every year!! slept around 1.30am…

woke up at 8am today… then went out for breakfast with Adrian in Ipoh town… my parents came to pick me up at 10.15am and then head back to Subang… had lunch in Petaling Jaya and then came home… slept for nearly three hours… my fever is still on and off… making my joints feeling tired and sore… =( had dinner and then came online… it’s new year and no one is online!! sigh… boredom lashes out at me again… =( Internet is affected by the Taiwan’s earthquake and I can’t download anything in Limewire… sobs…

Ipoh trip this time is quite enjoyable… just that I didn’t get to see my cute cousin sister Kah Kei… first night I went to movie and second night I was with Adrian… well… maybe next time… must must must meet her before I leave for the States at August… lolz… Man Utd’s match tonight at 1.10am… not sure if I have the energy to stay up to watch the match or not… =( hopefully I can… well… that’s all today… bye!! Happy New Year!! =)

woke up at 8am today… my aunt was here since yesterday… so I wasn’t sleeping on my own bed… it was quite difficult to sleep… any movements made noise and it was an air bed… therefore moving about shakes the bed so much which jolted me awake… =(

my aunt and family was to go to sunway lagoon… it’s been awhile since they went… and I myself also didn’t step into it since god knows when… lolz… we sent them there… or rather we convoyed there… after a little complications with another car… everyone finally arrived at sunway pyramid… guess what?? it’s only 9.15am when my car reached there and I had to wait till 9.45am or 10am for the rest of them… anyway… we sent them into lagoon and then went back into pyramid… and the most embarassing part… I am in slippers and shorts… =\ *oops* I didn’t know that we might be hanging around in pyramid and by the time I knew it… it was too late for me to change to at least a more decent clothings… anyway… walked about a little and ended up stopping at the nike shop… and I bought myself a sneakers… lolz… there was two pairs of which I liked… but one didn’t have my size anymore… so I bought the slightly more expensive one… hahaha… I bought another T-shirt as well… and both my sneakers and T-shirt are red color… lolz… dad got himself a T-shirt as well… and we went home at 12pm… my brother was wondering what took us so long to sent my aunt’s family to sunway lagoon!!! hahaha…

had lunch and then went to take a nap… yes… on the air bed again… this time was disturbed by my mobile phone instead of the bed… was sleeping on the bed alone therefore less disturbance… but my mobile phone kept ringing and I had to reply the messages… lolz… went out for basketball in the evening… not many people playing… I guess everyone went back to hometown for holidays… lolz… had dinner at home… mum cook loads of dishes coz’ there’s nine peeps eating tonight… hahaha… laughing and talking throughout dinner was part and parcel I guess… the two girls washed up coz’ they came to the table late… hahaha… saved me from doing the washing… =p *oops… evil me… =p* my aunt’s son and daughther and her daughter’s friend retired to bed right after dinner… they are too tired after spending a whole day at the theme park… lolz… and me?? stuck here blogging and crapping… no one online as well… holidays are meant to be enjoyed some where and not rot at home (like me)… but I guess that I finally got a pair of sneakers for myself is a consolation to rotting away at home… =p

tomorrow will be another day at home… my aunt’s family are going to midvalley megamall… but due to transport problem… me my brother and my dad are to stay at home… lolz… my dad don’t feel like going and therefore we didn’t want to drive two cars there and so I don’t get to go… hahaha… anyway… tomorrow I really need to meet up with Jian Wei to settle the basketball competition registration… so not going to midvalley might end up as an opportunity to train together for the competition… =p my aunt requested to me to bring them to a Christmas countdown celebration… but the problem is I am not sure if pyramid have it or not… I do know they have New Year countdown every year… but Christmas… lolz… see how it goes though… maybe take a drive tomorrow and join in the fun if there is… =p

and for now… so long!! bye!! =)

weekends… a sign of relief for people… where most people rest and relax at home or maybe spent a day out with their family… BUT… sadly for me… I need to work… and also sadly for other staffs in INTI who also need to work… it’s INTI’s Open Day again this weekend and I need to work on Saturday and also Sunday… =( how sad…

reached INTI at 9am on Saturday after breakfast with my dad and brother… was so so suprised when people actually came in to enquire right at 9am!! thankfully we managed to entertain them… people started coming in for enquiry by 9.30am… and the response was way way better than last week’s… anyway… it kept all of us busy… and that bloody SOBAL only send two advisors when loads of people came in to enquire for their programs… they even scolded us when we asked where were their backups… wth… anyway… I kinda got stucked with a couple whose daughter is taking her career assesment test… I talked and talked and talked to them… and the man was some graduate somewhere which always ask and answer himself even though talking to me… lolz… I saw that his wife got a little annoyed when he interrupted her asking me some questions… they finally let me go when they finished asking what they wanted to know… what a relief… lolz… *no offence!!* went and had lunch and foos a little with Puvan who was in ss15 for his IELTS test… met James there as well and had a couple of rounds with him before returning back to work… =p Puvan came to INTI again with Aaron later just to meet me… lolz… every parents who come in to INTI for enquiry seems very interested in knowing the student’s point of view about this campus… and they always ask me loads of questions when they found out I am a student in INTI doing Actuarial Science… the current trend for studies now seems to be Biotech and Actuarial Science… sigh… more competitors… =( how sad I couldn’t counsel or rather advice on courses like Richard… no commission!! if not I would have grab a few deals for AS!! =p but then again… people might think I am way too young… lolz… anyway… there are a few eye candies throughout the day… some were very pretty… some were sweet looking… cutie pies… a little stress reliever I guess… =p the day ended and I was kinda drained out… but after some refreshment and dinner… I was off to Screwball at 8pm for my first ever foosball competition… muahahahaha… I was way too early even though I reached there at 8.30pm… registration was scheduled at 8pm but I was there alone… I started to train a little and try to get use to the tables… people started coming and I played with a guy who’s also here for his first tournament… =p Sook Foon and Yvonne came back from Australia and played in the tourney as well… I was praying to meet either one of them but I ended up with a pro fooser… and I got ding-dong-ed which ended my tourney prematurely… but then again… it’s for the experience… =p left around 11pm and went straight to bed after a shower…

woke up at 8am today (Sunday)… sigh… work again… had breakfast with my family and then went to work… people started coming in at 9am as well… this time we were almost fully prepared… so wasn’t too much of a problem… then there’s this talk on Actuarial Science which I attended last week… it’s available today as well… there was a mixed up of venue with the engineering talk as well… and it made the AS talk a little messy… we managed to get it done anyway… putting in extra chairs in the middle of the talk… the room was crammed with almost 50 peeps!! the talk ended around 12.15pm and we asked peeps to come to AUP office… thanks god not everyone came… imagine 50 over peeps enquiring about the course with only 3 counsellers!! lolz… I got pulled aside for questions by a parent but it was fun talking to them… lolz… met Jivi and then I needed to sort of conduct a counselling session with Jivi and another parent with her son all by myself!! no one else is free and I am pulled into it!! =s o.O anyway… I think I did well except for the price and money area which I have no clue whatsoever… lolz… Miss Lau came to help me later and everything was great… hahaha… had bread for lunch after ‘cam-cording’ some business program talk by an American… quite an interesting talk I would say… and yes… miserable lunch… a good way to diet I think… lolz… the rest of the day was pretty much the same… got a few pretty chics or cutie pies came and go… then came this two girls with their mother… I think they are twins… they are so so fair and their skin is so smooth… they are pretty as well and best of all… one of them had my favourite hair color… lolz… she had purple hair… not the whole head of ugly bright purple… it’s the dark purple and highlighted areas only… and their hair are so straight… even though it’s ironed straight but it’s still very nice… I think they sort of maintain their hair… what to do… the hair is the crown of a girl mah… lolz… I think every guy was practically drooling at them… BUT… yes… a big big but… I think they see themselves as superior and very very pretty… they don’t really like to talk to people… jual harga!!! lolz… we finished packing up everything when they are leaving… I was sitting down with miss jane at one table… I said bye to them with a smile… only one of them turned back and said bye with a smile… and it’s not the one with my favourite hair… how sad… but at least one of them smiled… so kinda consolation… or maybe half the prize… lolz… miss jane also commented that they are pretty and their skin is so nice but they are a little arrogant or maybe… like what I said… jual harga… anyway… I left college around 5.30pm… went to play basketball in my jeans… hahaha… then came home at 6.30pm… had dinner then watched a little football while waiting to use my com… my mum hijacked my com before I could even on it… =\ and now I can’t use my own profile coz’ she’s downloading songs… wth… feeling so so tired now and I still have to go back to work tomorrow… now contemplating whether or not should I watch MU’s game at midnight… sigh… maybe I should work as a course advisor next time around if I ever work in INTI again… then it might not be so so tiring… but then again I might look too young for that role… well… who knows… lolz… if I get to be a course advisor… I will surely talk to those chics first!! hahaha… *evil horns and tail coming out* =p

well… that’s all now… bye bye!! good night!! =)

woke up at 7.20am today… yeah yeah… so so so early… how boring can my life be… lolz… had breakfast then went off to college… it’s Open Day today and I had to work… so does most of the INTI’s staff… everyone was dreading to work today and tomorrow… because its the weekend!!

reached college about 8.20am… no one in sight… walked about a little… bumped into Mr. Sam and two other ladies… chatted a while then Mr. Ang came… yes… of all the people… lolz… he wanted me to send an sms informing peeps going to midvalley where to park their car… when I finished sending those sms… Mr. Sam asked me to join him for breakfast… I went and had a drink with him… he had his breakfast and insisted to pay for me… we chatted and laughed and joked until we heard INTI’s speakers booming across the street… went back to college and work began…

we were at the information desk attending to whoever who comes in and guide them to whichever place they need to go to… not many peeps in the early morning… I was sent over to Taylor’s to scout their condition as well… lolz… SPY… their lecture hall is quite full… besides that it’s almost the same as INTI… hahaha… attended a talk on actuarial science with muhe and shobana and nicholas raj… some technical glitch at first… lolz… I think the laptop crashed… so after some time they finally decided to change the laptop… everything went on smoothly then… went back to work after the talk… saw a few pretty girls I would say… lolz… I brought a girl and her parents to aup office… no one was free at that time and her parents kept asking me questions… so I answered them and joked a little… lolz… the girl was cute… well… maybe some of you won’t agree with me but… heck… who cares… lolz… was asked to talked to another guy who is a friend of Miss Che about aup as well… lolz… spent quite some time entertaining them… but it was kinda fun… hahaha… had lunch at about 2pm and went to foos one round with king fai and friends… haha… yes… one and only one round… managed to control myself due to time constraint… lolz… the rest of the afternoon was just the same… sitting down and walking around and leading whoever who came in to respective places… Red fm came to college as well… and then there’s this girl who came over to our booth to ask for brochures for her sister… my my… she’s pretty… lolz… saw her taking pictures of the on going games at the side alone… I wanted to go up to her and chat… but decided against it since both of us are working… well… yeah… I might have miss a chance which could never appear again… but who knows what might happen?? next weekend is still INTI’s Open Day so who knows she might come again?? maybe that time I’ll go up to her… hehe… tomorrow is still Open Day but I’m too tired to work… body aching after carrying so many stuffs on Friday and walking so much today… so by the end of the day I decided to take tomorrow off… =p left college around 5pm… talked to Miss Julie before leaving and then I nearly forgot to take my bag in aup office… lolz… bumped into Miss Julie again when I was going to take my back… and she said ‘make sure you don’t forgot yourself ooo!! get a good rest… hahahaa’ I guess tiredness is written all over my face… lolz… even Dr. Chan (CHM 107) and company said I looked exhausted…

reached home and took forty winks after my shower… went out to have dinner in ss14 and then end up here after dinner… I’m practically floating now… but I am waiting for MU’s game at 8.40pm… so I think I’ll be sleeping after the game… if not I’ll think that I am flying!! lolz… well… that’s all for today… byeeee!!